I have been doing my own soul searching and discovered so much of life is filled with not only inconsequential things, but also trivial talk. I attempt to meditate, or my version of it, and frequently attend church services for the benefit of the sermons. Of course they are not always enlightening, but often offer wisdom to carry me through the week. It is most often a message worth hearing, and carrying it with you.
We all try so very hard to do the decent thing. I honestly believe we do. I believe we are doomed at times because we fail to take everyone into consideration. I am not faultfinding but it surprised me to find out how many times we attempt to be a savior to someone but in the process we fail to take account of the actions and feelings of all involved. I must admit that most of the time I end up on the wrong end of the stick. While trying to aid one person I hurt another.
I am perhaps one of the most sensitive people I know. I take offense to many things but I am very good at not showing how it affects me. I go home and sulk or cry until I get it all sorted out in my head. Sometimes I feel it helped me to see the truth even about myself. I don’t obviously like it but at times I learn a good lesson.
here are just too many times when sadness can overtake us and basically stop our progress in all directions. We are practically left motionless and reassess our hidden, depressing thoughts. We have too many burdensome or bad days in a row and start questioning our lives. It may be at that point in time a friend or coworker announces they are going to a great place on vacation. That might be the point at which we crack and sometimes give up.